iN BeTWeEEN

I feel like I am in between something. I also feel nervous. I'm not sure how long I am going to be here but I want to be in control. Not the other way around. Riding my bike at night has a whole new meaning. the world will still be around, but I want it to fall apart without me.

moving pictures and doing something in life

My thoughts lately have been about my new project and what lies ahead. What I foresee in the future, namely adventure. Possibly my demise. But hey, there are worst ways to go. Just trying to look at all possibilities with the challenges I am laying out. HOPEFULLY won't end in that.......hopefully. But in the end I only have so many young years, and I have an opportunity before me. I'm taking it.

gggrrrrrrrr

Getting out of routine is not my thing.......................

oooooopppppssss

Sometimes I do things that I want to do but don't have the balls. I then (hour/sleep later) partially regret my decision. It's a turbulent situation.








PS I still think about it

adventure

I have decided to dedicate about the next ten years of my life to adventure. Here are the places I will go (in no REAL order, but ordered...kinda but not really):

Mt.Kilimanjaro (summit)
Everest Base Camp
Nepal
Inca Trail
India
South Pole
Washington State
Colorado
Alaska
Big Bend National Park
Oregon
Ilse Royal
Japan
Egypt
South Africa
Thailand
Mexico

There are many others but this is a decent start. If I ever go missing look in one of these places first. Also I have been looking into getting a cabin, well buying one, in Alaska. Ideally I will learn how to build one and do that but we'll see.

hot hot hot

It's weird how much people will put up with to not be in an Ohio winter. I was just thinking about how I miss the look and season of the winter a little. But I don't miss the pain. I've traded that all in for 105 degrees. It's actually not that bad though. However I do feel a little like I am in a South Park episode (the one about the airline business) where I have traded the pain of winter for always always always sweating....and a lot of sweat. But I like I. its a little uncomfortable, but it's better than being stuck inside.....still......I dream of winter....and fall.....and I think I'll be back


Also I have been thinking a lot about deserts, chocolate, cakes, brownies, cookies, and the like. fat fat fat.

visions

I'm still going to post pictures, I promise.........

Turn Ahead?

I moved to Austin for a number of reasons. To get out of Ohio, for a change, for my own mental health, and to make a movie (among other things). I've gotten out of Ohio, I feel MUCH healthier (physically and mentally) and now we may actually be making a movie. And a movie I am excited about. An Austin movie. It's been so long since we've really made something and for us. Something really cool and not half assed.

There are also some other possible turns ahead. Turns that will hopefully allow me to travel more. To enjoy life. I've been thinking about Ohio's Fall and Winter. I'm happy I won't really be around for it, but I miss it, at least the idea of it, a little. We'll see.