the sound of silence

it's so quiet. it has been for weeks, months. what is there to say. I took a stand. I made a decision. Is it one that I stand behind, no. Is there is a better way, probably. But I just don;t know. I don;t know what to do anymore. About the way things are, were, happened. I still dream it might work out, those dreams find thier way into my sleep, haunt me. And I wish they were true each time. Maybe if I pretend that night was just another dream I'll feel better. Maybe not.

It;s so quiet

The Image of your destruction

chop off his head

I feel that I have been personally challenged by Robert (rodriguez) to make a better austin movie. I'm gonna do it dude. And it'll BLOW YOUR MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zaaaa

In honor of the pizza movie I made a few years back and in preparation for the one I am making this fall I have decided to be proud of the pizza I made tonight (see previous depressing post). Here is a picture of it:
(whole wheat "beer" crust made by me, diced tomatoes, hatch green chiles (see prev. post), vegan chipotle sausage (sadly not made by me...I know blasphemy...but I will be making some soon), nutritional yeast, roasted red pepper tomatoe sauce, rosemary infused olive oil (from my rosemary) and vegan rella. Yeah I am prety much vegan now.....here is the delicous pic:


ALso there are chickens in my backyard. Video if you want it:

Very Funny

I saw funny people last night. I have also not had much sleep for the past few days, a pattern that has been around for the last 3 weeks. I found that I was sadder when I came out of funny people than when I went in. I may have been sleep deprived, or hopped up on coffee so a little edgey but......... I also made me think girls are the devil. Well I have always known they are. Just even more so.

I am cooking pizza right now. I tried to find a ready made dough. No dice. So I made my own. I also found Hatch Green Chiles at Whole Foods. ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hatch,_New_Mexico ) I had never heard of them before moving here.... They are good. I am going to make a sauce out of them as they were "on sale" (and rare because you can only get them when they are in season and limited supply) so I bought a couple pounds.

I feel better. I want to sleep though. PIZZA first.