I finally realized.,.......saak.asdas..,./;'[']\lksvslkc..yyyyyy uurrr ttttooouuucccchhhh

i just keep thinking about all the people who are going to miss me. it always surprises me the amount of people who are fond of me and are sad to see me go. BUT i can't die not knowing what else is out there. I'm scared, and I'm afraid this all is going to fail. but I have to do it. I WAS thinking about how I came to this desiciion, I had been thining about it for a while but never acted on it. then.....it happened,,,, and I realized I have to, I can't over think it. I can't just sit here. I have to do it. I have to have adventure. I need out of here even if it proves my doom,
I am leavig a lot. including some really cool friends and a job that JUST KEEP FUCKING GIVING!!! fuck it. I'm fucking this all up. i'm out of here.


no one made anything of themselves from akron by staying here....no one......and a lot of people are from akron......fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck,,,,,,,,,fuck you for missing me!