if it's bright enough you don't see the clouds on the horizon

i have decided, and have been saying, they I am just generally and probably doom unhappy person. No matter where I am or what i am doing I find a way to be unhappy, discontent. I think, dream, and plan about so many things. And this next thing is surely to make me happier. it does, for a while. but it seems too short lived. when I am busy busy I dream of rest, of sleep. when I am lying still, almost asleep, or sleeping in I wish I was busier, I feel lazy. hot and cold.

i'm just an unhappy person......it ain't so bad